Why doesn't it just rain?

Not that it hasn't already, but the way I feel today, I'm thinking it should just keep on raining until something interesting happens.

Ugh! Do you ever wish you could go back to a former life? Everyone has one...I think I might have had like 30 already. Sometimes being happy is just BORING. Of course, life always seems a little more boring once Syd goes home - she's kind of like a twister that just keeps going, sucking up everything in her path, spinning the world around and around for fun, then spitting it back, leaving it an exhausted shadow of what it once was. I meant that in a good way.


I think maybe I'm just feeling my age now and who wants to do THAT? I don't want to be mature and make good decisions - I want to be completely immature and make bad decisions, using youth and ignorance as an excuse.

I have a terrible feeling I'm going to accomplish nothing today.